was gonna call him, but he’s too fucking busy with friends to text me back. suck to be 400 miles away right now.
sounds like I have a boyfriend huh? lol, no I don’t, I just really really like this guy. And I think he likes me too. but who knows. he could be just another fuckboy. of he did like me, he would text me back, and not 3 hours later. like, no. idk. I just wish things always went how I want them too.
him and his girlfriend just broke up. I know not to rush into things, and take it slow. but its all going to end in heartbreak anyway. im scared. I have never ever liked someone this much before. last night, he asked me why I like him…. I poured out my heart to him.
“you’re soooo sweet. every single day you make me smile. that’s another reason, you make me happy. I could be having a terrible day, and just talking to you just makes my day. you’re my best friend, I can tell you anything and I trust you with my life. your personality, you’re funny, the way you make me laugh, and you’re athletic, your hair, your smile, your eyes. just, everything. this was probably thee cheesiest thing ever, but it’s all so true.”
aha, I don’t know. I miss him so much. I cannot wait to go home.
If he’s leading me on, ill cry, and cry, and cry. my heart can’t handle any more tears over this not right now. but the feeling is too mutual. ive cried so many times over him. he has no idea, the impact he’s had on my life, and we’re just friends.
if there is anyone reading this, I know, you’re probably like, ‘this dumb bitch, you’re 16. get over him’ -ive tried getting over him, I just, can’t.
friends. that’s it. that’s all we’ll ever be.
speaking of friends, fuck all of mine.
someday, ill get this boy. ive been waiting sooooooo long. we’ll see what happens. gotta stay positive.
